In October, the aforementioned surgery was canceled last minute with no explanation whatsoever. Thus, it was rescheduled to this Tuesday... April 1st. A tad worrying, no? Anywho, I'll be going under the knife and out of commission for a bit. Wish me luck.





And just for fun, I'm doing that paranoia note thingy.
I'm thinking the results will be interesting.

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If you get 30 or more you are paranoid. If you get 10 or less you are
fearless. People that don't have any are dummies that want people
to think they are tough stuff.

I fear...

[ ] The dark -- I walk around in our basement with no lights on all the time.
[ ] Staying single forever
[ ] Being a parent
[ ] Giving birth -- Can't be anywhere near as bad as my cramps.
[1] Being myself in front of others
[ ] Open spaces
[ ] Closed spaces
[2] Heights -- Just a little. I get dizzy and stuff.
[ ] Cats
[ ] Dogs
[ ] Birds
[ ] Fish
[ ] Spiders -- Is so cuuute! <3
[3] Driving or being in cars -- Absolutely terrified.
[ ] Flying
[ ] Flowers or other plants
[ ] Being touched
[ ] Fire
[ ] Deep water -- sharks ><
[ ] The ocean
[ ] Failure
[ ] Success
[ ] Thunder/lightning
[ ] Frogs/toads
[ ] My boyfriend/girlfriends dad
[ ] My boyfriend/girlfriends mom
[ ] Mice/rats
[4] Jumping from high places
[ ] Snow
[ ] Rain
[ ] Wind
[ ] Crossing hanging bridges
[ ] Death -- When you believe in reincarnation, death becomes fairly inconsequential, other than the circumstances in which you die.
[ ] Heaven
[ ] Being robbed
[ ] Cotton balls
[ ] Cemeteries
[ ] Clowns - maybe a little... haha kidding
[5] Large crowds -- I overload easily from too much stimuli. It's not really fear, but meh.
[ ] Men
[ ] Women
[6] Having great responsibility
[ ] Doctors including dentists
[ ] Tornadoes
[ ] Hurricanes
[ ] Diseases - ya kinda
[ ] Snakes -- Also cute <3
[ ] Sharks
[ ] Friday the thirteenth
[ ] Ghosts
[ ] Poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] School
[ ] Trains/or railroads
[ ] Odd numbers
[ ] Even numbers
[ ] Being alone at night -- Only when people are over an hour overdue coming home. But then, that's a different fear entirely.
[ ] Being blind -- Everything I do hinges around my vision; my life would be ruined if I lost my sight, but I don't actively worry about it.
[ ] Being deaf -- I could live with it. Especially if it got rid of my tinnitus.
[7] Growing up -- I don't want to be an adult!!!!
[ ] Monsters under the bed
[ ] Noise in the night
[ ] Bee stings -- Despite the fact that I've been swarmed by wasps.
[ ] Not accomplishing my dream/goal -- Don't got any.
[ ] Needles
[ ] Blood
[ ] Dinosaurs -- lol
[ ] The welcome mat -- also lol
[ ] Feet
[?] Having your heart broken -- Depends on whether platonic relationships and situations count.
[?] Being rejected -- Same as above.
[ ] Whales
[ ] Your mom
[ ] Your dad
[ ] Rapists -- Sex isn't important or special to me, so I don't have many ... what's the word? ... associations? Meh, good enough. I don't have many associations attached to it.

7 or 9. I'm fearless, apparently. The list is hardly complete, though.